Kiki Kannibal

Self love isn't a bad thing.  It's a good thing because in order to really love someone else, you have to love yourself.  When I twitter that I love myself, I wish people wouldn't get so pissed about it.  It's okay to like something about yourself too.  It's okay to say it. 

I get so many messages of people cutting me down on all levels.  Affirming good things regarding what you like about yourself is a positive way to offset haters including self hate.  If someone says, "Your ass is too big" then you say, "I love my ass".  Never let what anyone else says define what you think about yourself.   Stay strong, find something you like about yourself, and yeah, it's fine to say it.  Haters don't want you to like yourself, and they hate when you say good things about yourself because it just reminds them of the fact that they don't like themselves. 

So for this Halloween day and night, find something you like about yourself and say it loud and proud with a smile ;]

Hugs, hugs, and more hugs

I love giving hugs so if you see me tonight, don't be rude, just come get a hug.   I mean that :D

HAPPY HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

It's one of those Halloweens where I thought I had my costume all ready, but now I am having major second thoughts.  This Halloween is going to be like cramming for a test.  It will be a last minutes costume since I am just blocked right now.  eh.meh.eh

I am making sure I go out this year though.  I've had great Halloweens before and sucky ones.  I am going to make this one a "gewd" one!!

Staying in, going out, whatever, make it good!

Grrrrrr, rawr, meow meow ;]

Again,  I only have a stickam, blogtv, buzznet, facebook, website, and twitter.

I do not write blogs about celebrities or anything else.  The
ONLY lenghthy journals I have written have been here on my own BUZZNET profile.  It gets old to have illiterate people faking me saying things that are not my opinions.  The only time I write not being completely English teacher approved is when I am on my twitter, or I am typing fast or just tired. 

I have recently read a blog that someone wrote as if it were me, and it was not only illiterate, but I didn't agree with anything that was written as "me".

The best way to flatter me is to just be cool with me and not "fake" me.

If you have a question about anything you have read out in the internet world, just ask me, and I will tell you if it is true or not.

Happy Halloween eve!  <333

XOXO

Kiki

Get it before it's gone!

Go here: http://www.shop.kikikannibal.com/category.sc?categoryId=20

http://kikikannibal.buzznet.com/user/polls/179081/favorite-knd-design-put-clothing/

on that poll! To see bigger size, look at my photos.

xoxo Kiki

shop.kikikannibal.com is now open again ;] 

My October treat to you:
purchase 100$ or more and receive a free glitter diamond charmcolor of your choice :)

The charms can be used as: small necklace pendant, cell phone charm, bag candy charm, bracelet charm, keychain charm, hair charm, etc.

(put color in special instructions when you check out)

You can choose glitter colors: blue, pink, gold, black, rainbow, white, green, purple, cobalt, salmon, silver, etc.

I ship all around the world internationally as well. Deal ends soon!

P.S. I do not use Buzznet anymore- I use these sites:

www.twitter.com/mmmkikikannibal

www.stickam.com/kikikannibal

www.blogtv.com/people/kikikannibal

www.kikikannibal.com (new website re open end of October)

 I will be posting a poll where you guys will choose your fav KND designs that will be on colored V necks, stay tuned!

Here is a quick exmaple: The black glitter diamond charm

xoxo Kiki

People have asked us if we were Russian more than a few times.  On Friday we were at Bebe, and the girl working there asked us if we were Russian.  Noo, wait, she insisted that we were.  She said we were too pretty and walked through the store so calmly and with thought that she had to say we were Russian.

She was Spanish and she was pretty too so we all had a little chat-a-r00nie at the counter.  it's pretty cool when pretty girls can get together and admire each other without getting catty,  mhmmm!

Lately, idk what it is but people have been walking, no wait, trotting quickly, up to my sister and me wanting to talk to us especially older ladies.  They think we are some kind of models and ask us if we know this agency or that one.  Dayum, i need to be lookin' into some things i haven't really considered.  It feels rather good I must admit. ;]

My pom was bitten last week by our neighbors loose dog.  His bite mark looks even worse now, and he has a bruise around the puncture wound.  The vet gave him pain pills and antibiotics, but his wound is oozing and it's not supposed to get covered. I've been feeling rage towards these neighbors now because not only do they not take care of their dog, but it bit my dog.  The animal control didn't take it away because it didn't bite a person, but they did get a ticket.  I did a little research and found that dog bites are really common.  My dog is going to take awhile to heal while their dog is still out in its backyard barking.  Not fair

Grrrr, i can't sleep right now because i can hear my dad snoring in his bedroom.  it's that loud!  it sounds like he is farting out of his face!  i hope i never snore or have to sleep next to someone that sounds like that,  jeeezz i can't believe he's not waking himself up with that.

yesterday was sort of weird in terms of me hearing about/seeing twisted behavior.  For exampullllll:

I hear on the news that a pastor knowingly had aids and raped a 12 year old boy that he was mentoring.  Now the boy has to go through a year of tests and is probably scarred for life or at least is going to need some major help with this.  I was trying to actually figure out why this happens.  Why do some of these priests or pastors have such a NEED to do this?  I wondered if they were molested as younger kids and then turned to religion when older.  I really don't understand, but i was trying yesterday to find some sort of answer to WHY??????

Next, my mom picks me up from school, and when we get home, she says, "Hey, you wanna watch Ted Bundy with me?".  I didn't know who that was so I laid down and watched a movie about this guy.  Afterwards my mom googled his image and she's like if you ever see any guy with eyes like that then RUN.  I wondered if there really was some way to tell if someone was really OFF!  I think the eyes do show something.  (I've been told i have kind eyes so i guess i don't fit the serial, psycho bill).  So after watching this guy smash in some girls heads, I was wondering again WHY!!?????  The movie inferred that Ted was an incest kid from his dad having sex with his sister. I actually met someone that same senario happened to in So. Fla.  I was so shocked when i found out.  I didn't know people did stuff like that.  I really didn't have a clue.  It was also weird to me that the movie portrayed Ted as crying when he was getting put to death.  He had pity for himself but none for his victims???

So I did a little quick research, and I found an article that mentioned something called "Birth Trauma" and it mentioned how the feelings of the mom even at conception can make an imprint on the baby that can have a life long effect.  DAYUUUUMMM!!  So, if Ted's sister was feeling anger and fear when her daddy raped her then that would imprint on the kid.  It said that the kid would be raised in normal social everyday life, but that it would struggle with some kind of elusive anger and rage that in unexplainable.  Hence, Teddy's extreme rage and need to express on women???

Last night I turn on the TV and Dateline is on talking about the disapperance of this Alissa girl and how her dad MIKE TURNEY could be involved.  He had hidden cameras in his living room, and he watched his step daughter making out with her boyfriend.  he had hundreds of tapes.  He kept saying the police weren't doing enough to find her.  It turns out there was so much circumstantial evidence against HIM.  He ended up looking like a nutter.  Again, I thought WTF  WHY.  How can people get so twisted???  I realized i actually had a real interest in figuring this out.  hmmm. 

http://www.blogtv.com/people/kikikannibal

I am still figuring all the bells and whistles out, but the co-host feature seems pretty cool. We  can talk about subjects from toe jam to creepy boys who watch porn because they say they have ugly girlfriends to more serious issues like break ups, esteem issues, life issues, etc. I want it to be fun, but i want to get to know you guys more too.  Maybe you can be a co-host and help others with issues you have.  I'm not saying I'm going to have the answers, but sometimes just venting without having to go to Maury is eh okayyyyah! ;D

I'm trying to do Tuesday and Thursday night regular get togethers.  If you're feelin' kind of isolated, stuck, burnt out from school (well in the next few months for most) or work and don't have the energy to get out and socialize, come see me.  Social without all the hassle on blogtv.  Check out my twitter too because i will be giving you actual updates on the new stuff i have been trying in my life like belly dancing.  I tried to say I suck at this, but my instructor snapped, "Say I can and I will!!!!"  She makes it look so easy. I started shaking in class because i was using muscles i didn't know i had.  Mirrors everywhere aren't always a good thing either.  lol

It's time for a nap now.  i am not a nap type of person, but lately three hours of sleep every night have been catching up to me..  night, night zzzzzz

No, i will not get on a tour bus to hang with you, drink and get fuqqed. I seriously have more respect for prostitutes than girls who do that.  At least a prostitute gets paid for it.

If you come here at least have some $ to go do things like bowling, movies, ice skating, listening to good/bad music, going to the beach, etc. I'm not paying your way, and I don't do pity fuqqz and never will so don't even think it, and I don't do friends with benefits.  I just wanna have fun without the complications or expectations of some creep.  

i can have a great time without getting drunk and fucking some out of towner so if you can't  then stay away from mehhhhh!  Gdayumm, there are so many roamer, bummmm type guys out there that suck off of bands to get scraps. Hey, I'm in this city partying with blah, blah, blah.....come meet me...pshhhh. yeah right.  When you tell me that only I can come and my friend who is from out of town can't, then I know what's up.  You can go drink in any town any time.  You're in fuqqing florida.  Go somewhere besides hanging on a stupid tour bus.  

I don't get the whole goupie, free fuck thing at all.  Newsflash, it's not my style and never will be so if you're out there even thinking of contacting me to do that, just fourrrrrget-a-bout-it.

Do you get them, and what's the remedy????  I haven't had them for sucha loooong time, and now, every night for three or four nights.  Ima feelin' attacked!  Anyone know about what a nightmare really is?  AM I processing stuff or just eating bad food????

I'm going back to sleep now.  Maybe if it's daytime, I won't get them. I can't afford to get my days and nights messed up right now.  I need to figure this ouuuuttttt!

Eh, maybe I picked up a ghostie from ST Augustine.  bahawhahahaha muwhahaha.......shit, oh no.

So much has been happening lately.  I went to St Augustine and did some site seeing.  I love that place.  So many cool old things.  There was a possessed armadillo on the road.  He was huge, and he wouldn't leave the road.  He starred right at the car as if he was going to jump on it.  We had to wait for him for a couple of minutes before he finally went on the side of the road.  My sister rolled down the window, and it turns out we were right next to some old, delapatated cemetary. It was around 1:00 a.m. Cemetaries are all over the place here in the middle of everyday life.  That city was founded in 1565, and I thinks it's the oldest one in the country. I love Spanish artifacts and style and there is so much there since the Spanish founded it.  Ah, I want to be married in Spain.  There's a Spanish hospital there that is haunted and the oldest drug store and a jail. At dinner the waiter was telling me all the really cools things to do in town.  He said he grew up there and that he loved his town.

There's the beaches, the cemetaries, the history, the trolly cars that get in accidents on the streets....What more could you ask for?  I am not even joking about the trolly.  We were about to do one of those tours and right in front of us a trolly car jack knifed all over the road. Needless to say we didn't take a trolly.  A lot of those trollies are driven by folks older than my Grandpa.   Sat in a World Golf resort caddy shack hot tub after all the big boys got out.  I have never golfed except for mini golf.  Do you think I should try it?

I watched Cabin Fever on the way back home at 2:00 a.m...never will shave again in the tub because of that movie.

Drove back after only a day because I had class on Wednesday.  The business teacher wants to work with me in some fashion way.  I am not sure what the details are yet, but she mentioned it yesterday.  I guess she was a fashion student back in the day. 

Today is 100 percent work day.  Glitters are extremely popular and supplies b/o.  I want to write more, but I have to get going.....peace. <33 

Oh yeah, finally got a twitter because of so many fakes.  I thought I would never get one.  Mine is mmmkikikannibal..not sure if i really like it or not yet, but I am using it for now.  I'm not really keen on being micro watched, but it's kind of like one of those treadmill walkways.  Once you get on, it's hard to get off.     

Ima jump in da shower right now.  it's 2 firty here.  go. go. go!  <333 

going to sea world not by choice though  lol!

Today in the kitchen...omg, my mom was talking to my grandma about Perez getting his eye punched, and my grandma was like, "I will go to California find him and cut off his balls!  oh wait, where are they?  I can't even see them!"  omg, hahahah, omg..I shit you not.  My Grandma is a warrior! 
(she really likes Fergie too!)

She said, "He must have not talent because talented people don't spend their days belittleing people."

Well that about sums it up. 

What are you all doing for the fourth?

it comes in threes they say...farrah, micheal, and now the oxy clean guy, mister mayes. That's enough already. 

kids from my ELEMENTARY school have been contacting me lately.  WHAT??  How did they even remember my name?  I feel weird now.

Koti and I went in to do audio for a commercial and ended up being extras in the commerical. it was a beer commercial.  lol!  i don't know if this thing will ever see the light of day, but hey.....

Took a walk on a pitch black trail tonight with koti and dog and a flashlight.  it was kind of fun, kind of scary, and way too hot.  The trees were alive with freaky, war of the worlds sounds.   seriously.

ha ha  you guys really.  no, i don't have a boyfriend, no i didn't kiss a guy recently, no i didn't fuck anyone, blah, blah, blah, etc.  Do you kiss/fuck every guy you hang out with?  I don't know about you, but i don't. 

It's funny how some judge every guy i hang out with.  If you think you have someone better then let me know.  In the meantime I guess making up shit is more interesting right? 

there's no breeze; it's just hot, really hot.  I'm going to Wally World to get some swim ggggoggles. I wish i had my own pool, but i don't so i have to go swim with all those kids that pee.  eeewww!  I hate it, but it's so, so hot.  It's three in the afternoon here, and i'm just now getting up and moving around slowly, oh so slowly.  exciting, huh?

how's your "exciting"  weekend? sitting around and watching TV fits in just fine ;]

yeah, even if it's pg-13, i'm going to go see it tonight.   

I'm working on orders and then I'm going to take a shower, go get boba tea, and go to the movies.  Oh wait.  I have to stop to get some things for my business somewhere in between there.

Maybe I'll stop by Natura laterz. I don't do hookah though.  just boba.

what are you doing in your part of the country?

heidi klum.  yep.  so if you have any connections then hook me up lol!  really though, i wish.  i do want to meet her..  i really relate to her in so many ways.

Who would you like to meet?