figuring out human nature

figuring out human nature?????

yesterday was sort of weird in terms of me hearing about/seeing twisted behavior. For exampullllll:

I hear on the news that a pastor knowingly had aids and raped a 12 year old boy that he was mentoring. Now the boy has to go through a year of tests and is probably scarred for life or at least is going to need some major help with this. I was trying to actually figure out why this happens. Why do some of these priests or pastors have such a NEED to do this? I wondered if they were molested as younger kids and then turned to religion when older. I really don't understand, but i was trying yesterday to find some sort of answer to WHY??????

Next, my mom picks me up from school, and when we get home, she says, "Hey, you wanna watch Ted Bundy with me?". I didn't know who that was so I laid down and watched a movie about this guy. Afterwards my mom googled his image and she's like if you ever see any guy with eyes like that then RUN. I wondered if there really was some way to tell if someone was really OFF! I think the eyes do show something. (I've been told i have kind eyes so i guess i don't fit the serial, psycho bill). So after watching this guy smash in some girls heads, I was wondering again WHY!!????? The movie inferred that Ted was an incest kid from his dad having sex with his sister. I actually met someone that same senario happened to in So. Fla. I was so shocked when i found out. I didn't know people did stuff like that. I really didn't have a clue. It was also weird to me that the movie portrayed Ted as crying when he was getting put to death. He had pity for himself but none for his victims???

So I did a little quick research, and I found an article that mentioned something called "Birth Trauma" and it mentioned how the feelings of the mom even at conception can make an imprint on the baby that can have a life long effect. DAYUUUUMMM!! So, if Ted's sister was feeling anger and fear when her daddy raped her then that would imprint on the kid. It said that the kid would be raised in normal social everyday life, but that it would struggle with some kind of elusive anger and rage that in unexplainable. Hence, Teddy's extreme rage and need to express on women???

Last night I turn on the TV and Dateline is on talking about the disapperance of this Alissa girl and how her dad MIKE TURNEY could be involved. He had hidden cameras in his living room, and he watched his step daughter making out with her boyfriend. he had hundreds of tapes. He kept saying the police weren't doing enough to find her. It turns out there was so much circumstantial evidence against HIM. He ended up looking like a nutter. Again, I thought WTF WHY. How can people get so twisted??? I realized i actually had a real interest in figuring this out. hmmm.

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	Midge: 08/13/2009 9:36 AM Well, the word is a messed up place and if you're not careful, it can mess you up, too. A reason for some of this insane behavior could be insanity itself. I'm not saying that everyone with a mental disorder is dangerous, though. Not at all. Just some people might have something wrong with them to make them act that way. It could also have to do with how they were raised and treated as a child/teenager. I don't really think there is a solid answer to "how can people get so twisted?" because there can be many reasons.
	Krystin: 08/13/2009 10:21 AM "He had pity for himself but none for his victims???". This is such a true quote. I remember watching the movie "changeling" (i think its spelled that way) and the serial killer(who kidnapped and killed little boys with an ax) cried at the end when he was being put to death. The weird thing is that his mother used to beat him and actually helped kill and cover up the bodies of some of the little boys that he murdered.
	peacelovemusiclife: 08/13/2009 11:51 AM something along those scenarios had happened nearby where i live and i thought it was interesting too..people can be so twisted and messed up sometimes..i just read an article about a girl who was filmed by her coach..it made me think a lot about the way people act..but i never knew of "birth trauma"...either way..the world is ridiculous.
	rhodeydiamond: 08/13/2009 12:14 PM I can't understand how people can hurt others in such ways. Like I know there's studies that say if you were molested as a child there's a greater chance you'll do it to someone else, that if your parent abused you or your other parent there's a greater chance you'll be an abuser. But the thing is, there are so many people who has gone through that stuff but don't end up repeated what happened to them on someone else. Part of me wants to say that the person has a choice, but at the same time if no one gives that person help then it will just fester in them and then they're mind starts to process differently. It just really warps a person I believe. But then there are people with no past trauma who manage to stalk people or attack people or harm them. Its so hard to figure out why a person can be so cruel and be so heartless and perverted. And it just really sucks and makes this world a horrific place. I like to think there is more good than bad in the world, but the news proves me wrong everyday and the people outside my house prove me wrong. You can't ignore it but you can't fix it. I guess you just have to try to spread good to the people you know and even strangers. Like pay it forward or something.
	elenafaye: 08/15/2009 7:11 PM "I wondered if they were molested as younger kids and then turned to religion when older." that's actually really insightful and I never would have thought of that... interesting, kiki. Oh, and I think he probably cried because he knew he was being killed, and obviously didn't want to die, and even though he'd killed people he knew he should die. So he was crying for himself, but still, he wasn't trying to apologize. I recently read about a man involved in the KKK who was terminally ill and wanted to repent his sins in order to get to heaven. I think that's bull, but "ted bundy" seems like he was just upset, not trying to become a better person in his last moments.
	sarspower: 11/19/2009 4:17 PM Me too! I watch 'American Justice' everyday, wondering 'How??'. Find the Wiki page on Richard Ramirez. Read about his heinous crimes and the number of female admirers he attracted during his trial. First you wonder how a human being could be capable of such things, then you wonder how many supposedly "normal" women could fall for such a monster. Fucking nuts.

Kiki Kannibal

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