Kiki Kannibal

heidi klum.  yep.  so if you have any connections then hook me up lol!  really though, i wish.  i do want to meet her..  i really relate to her in so many ways.

 

Who would you like to meet?

on my way to epcot my favorite place, not...hahaha but it's something to do.  it's not raining right now so it's all good.  So if you have nothing better to do, go to epcot.  i'll be there for sure and maybe later downtown disney at the virgin record store. 

hope ya'll have a good memorial day!  ya'll,  yeah I slip sometimes.

;P

 

it's been raining for almost a week straight.  I have a lake in my backyard, a real lake.  I'm tempted to get a blow up boat and take it out.hahaha.

I went on auditions with my sister yesterday.  We both got something...i think :]

 

Went to get a bite to eat last night and some 20 something girls called me a stupid bitch and purposely bumped Koti on the way out.  It was pathetic.  I didn't recognize them at all.  how do people go off on people they don't even know?... and to fucking shoulder bump my sister like that was fucking uncalled for. Some people are just sick. 

what's everyone doing for memorial day and weekend?  

 

you ever feel like you wake up just to do the same exact thing just another day?...well, I have school again.  Today was the first day of another round.  DIng!  I am taking five classes and my books were $750 buckaroos.  211 bucks for the business law book.  The work book was a hundred.  I stood in line in the bookstore, wrenching my wrists for a half hour, just to get up to the counter and have her ring, ring, ring and viola, that's a chunk of change!

School stiffles my creativity.  IT does. I swear.  I hate it. 

If someone offered you a small part in a well known movie, would you take the part and drop out for a bit or stay in school and dump the part? 

What else is on the rant list today?  Hmmm, ok, yeah, if any of you see any so called customer saying I didn't give a refund and she has screen prints of it, it's another bogus post. 

I want to sue emojackie and this other girl that have posted libel about my company and myself.  You know any good lawyers who will take a pro bono case or maybe an angel investor that is into justice and wants to help me put a stop to this shit????  I have taken it for so long.  Now, I really want to sue, and I am not going to ignore this stuff anymore.  My business law professor is a lawyer, but I only had my first day today.

When people have fame and money this shit doesn't fly.  When their cell phones get hacked, the FBI is at the hackers house the next day. 

I need an attorney  or I need to know step by step how to go after people that lie about being a customer and post bullshit.

Anyone our there sincerely want to and can help?  

I think I am going on some gypsy road trip to find christmas lights tonight.  I can't believe it's the 22nd already.  Btw., order for lake work, florida, you'll be going out tomorrow! :]

There's no snow, it's been really unusually warm here, and the only decked out christmas lights I really see is on boats in the ocean.  It's surreal.

I think tomorrow night I am going to SeaWorld for some Christmas panda, animal thingy.  Woo hoo, eh.  not. 

what's going on in your corner?

Why is it people focus on the negative more than the positive? or I should I say some people, not all.  I really don't get this.  WHy??? 

When I put up cool pictures or do something good, it rarely seems to get the response that doing something negative gets.  I had a "spat" with my boo the other night over this. I only hear shit when he reads something bad, but I do so many things that are good, i just don't get it.

On a positive note I saw YEs man last night.  Jim Carey makes me laugh.  His rubber face and just something about him makes me laugh.  I know it didn't get good ratings, but I laughed.  It was a light movie, not fabulous, but good.  I think it was worth seeing.  It was a more subtle Jim, but I thought he was just as funny as the previous over the tops Jims.

The movie kind of made me think about the word "Yes" actually and living your life. lol! So I guess say "yes" to the good.  "yes" to helping people; "Yes" "Yes" "Yes"  hahahahahah.  Scream it! 

 

 

My grandma always talks about what she read about in this national geographic and/or sees on that animal show.  My grandma talks all the time for that matter.  She tells me the same thing over and over again, but I must say she does have interesting information even if I have heard it ten times.

So today she was mentioning how when a  baby elephant is abandoned by it's  momma; usually because of poachers that take her tusks, the baby needs help.  Humans have stepped in to help these babies, and she was talking about how baby elephants need the human to stay with them when they sleep! 

If the human leaves the hut or place where the baby elephant is sleeping, the baby will wake up and start "screaming" and making all kind of loud elephant noices.  I could demonstrate for you if you want. Anyway, you get the picture.  I KNOW animals have feelings.  I have been in more arguments with meat head guys that tell me animals don't have any feelings and it's all instinct.  I don't believe that.  I believe animals are "sentient" , nice word, huh, beings that have some of the SAME  feelings as us. 

Whenever I went to lion country and our car pulled up to the elephants, the elephants would always come over.  They couldn't cross the water though, but they would always stop and come to the edge of the water and throw their tusks up at us.  I thought I could talk to them when I was little, hahaha, when we would leave, they would turn their backs again and go back to what they were doing.  They didn't do this for just any car. hahahaha.

I love elephants.  I love animals.  Sometimes I wish I could feel the same way about people.  Someday,  maybe.  

Ima play Wii Animal Crossing.   I love that game, and I have played that game on and off for years.....

I just got the stuff for the Wii last night, and I'm just about to set it up.  Ima play animal crossing with all you!

You style your life, get a make 0ver, hang out with friends.  HAhaha, Ima getting a make-over today!!!!!

I'm taking it easy today. I'll go live later on and let you know how my animal crossing day went. muahahahaha!

I love new toys!

 

Update, went to Wally World and got cooking mamma, so now I am Wii cooking all kinds of shit.  no dirty dishes in rl!

or for the slight chance you might actually send me something.  hahaha.  That's okay.  I know most of us are all broke this year to a degree. :]  But for you Richies out there; Here you go:

A car  Hahahahaha  even a yaris.

Love Tokidoki stuff.  Went to Virgin Records store and saw this grey tunic sweater with bows on the pockets.  They only had a size M, but I need S.  The website has it though.

Japanese or Hello Kitty Stationary

Happy CAts, You know I love them, any color any size, but I would like a giant gold, white, or Red one.

I am into ankle boots this year.  I am a size 7.  Love any color, cute and funky, but has to be man made.

Ed Hardy high tops. I love his boots, but they are leather.  The high tops are canvas though.

Betsey Johnson lingerie.  I want Betsey to be my Grandma damn it. I really love some of her stuff.

TT Hello Kitty Pendant, the reallly, really BIG one.  I don't know exactly what it is called though.

TT Hello Kitty motor head bracelet with the rows of beads/black.  I don't know if it's available any more though.

Chanel dress.  

Purple Ipod- mine broke

Lil' Wayne CDs  I'm serious.  I have a thing for him. ;]

Ed Hardy Perfume.  That stuff smells like candy

Gwen Steffani Perfumes,  want to collect whole set of girls from different countries.

Anything Zebra, or animal print,

Slinky black dress, hot but not cheesy.

Urban decay make up

Mac Make up

Make up brushes

CAsh-Johnnny, I need more than five bucks ;], but the gesture was great!

Video Camera that actually works good

Stella McCartney royal blue pumps.  size 7.  Those puppies are like 700 bucks.  They look like blue suede shoes to me.  I love her hot pink ones too, and I know they are not animal based.  I really, really love these pumps.  Wink, wink.

Chanel charm bracelet.  That's pricey too damn it, but I want it.  I want it right now!!!!!!!

Juicy Charm bracelet  About 400 bucks with all the cute charms. 7 or 8 of them


You know my P.O box :]

I have never done this before, but I have actually been asked by more that a few people for a list.  Are they just curious, maybe, or do they really want to give me something I want.  We shall see; we shall see. :D

The non-material wish that I want is for all the animal testing and toture on this planet to end right now, today, never again to happen.  Yep.  It's really important.

Are the holidays like they were when you were a kid?  Being in Florida makes the holidays seem weird even after living here for years.  I miss the snow; I really do.  This year I just finished finals, and then I have gone straight into making jewelry.  I think I need to expand somehow and get some help.  The orders keeps coming in, and I am happy to get them, but it's a lot of work. 


I want to bake cookies, sit on the couch in front of a fire, watch the snow or make a snowman or throw snowballs at my sister again.

So let me know about your holidays and what you do.  Tell me about the snow or if you do live in Florida, what makes your holidays special.

 I got to get back to my elf work and making my bling so this journal is a shorty. ;]

I checked my stickam and a girl left this about what new animal testing we are doing with chocolate, specifically Mars company.
I only eat organic chocolate from whole foods when I do eat it, but now I am wondering if any company could be getting funding or funding ridiculous tests.

Check out this link and send a letter telling them to stop:

http://www.marscandykills.com/

They are taking rats, force feeding them chocolate with a tube, cutting open their legs, exposing an artery all in order to see how blood flow changes after eating chocolate????  THere's millions of choco-holic people out there, just take one of them.  There are humane ways to test blood flow.

I think some people are just sadistic. 


See I get this, I get that stupid humans want the health elixir or that speical something that will make this or that better or make them live longer, BUT the fucking thing is that until we stop hurting the most innocent on this planet, we are not going to be better. So you want to live a miserable 10 to 20 yeears longer knowing you supported the toture of innocent animals?   Fuck that and fuck you if that's your opinion.  How the hell do you think the Chinese found out what herbs and combos work for this or that problem?  People, not animals.  

People think I should be doing so much more with my life, or at least the ones that think I am talented do...well, there's 24 hours in the day, and I have to sleep sometime so let me tell you how I divide my days and what I do. 

I have four college classes and the algebra one kicks my ass.  I know it's no biggie and actually fun for those of you who love math, but for me it's torture.  My teacher is a converted muslim, and she rocks, and she likes me, so she seems willing to help me a lot. She told me in the bathroom the other day that little kids always wonder what she is wearing under the scarf.  I thought that was so cute. I love kids. Okay, off on tangent, back to subjects:

Humanities class- this friday I am going to go catch feral cats for the humane society.  We catch them, they get nuetered or spayed, and then they let them go again.  I am doing this for extra credit for my  humanities class

Speech class- teacher cancelled yesterday.  She was crying and had to leave.  It just goes to show that everyone's human and has problems here and there.  I received an "A" for my "Cyberbullying Speech".  Thanks haters.

English-I have a great teacher.  My poetry is actually pretty good, and I can whip out a creative story in no time.  Still, there is a lot of work to be done.

The days I don't go to school, I work on my business.  I just had a meeting in Orlando with a guy that really knows his stuff for my t-shirts.  He's accurate, smart, quick, and understands what I am asking for.  Finally, a solution to my shitty last supplier has come!  Thanks universe!

My free time is spent talking to and camming with mah boyfrand.  We have been together since June and against all odds, we are still together.  He just got a light blue diamond tattoo on his bicep, and I think it's really cute.  This time around a guy getting a tattoo for me doesn't bother me because I know he's not psycho. ;].

What's your daily schedule look like?

Hey,

Have you guys ever seen Oli when he does his "spit" thing on stage?  Well, you know I am okay with spitting when it's a controlled substance, but when you hoark a loogie the size of a pancake, and it fucking sticks to you, then you know you are in trouble.  I saw mah man Oli hoark a load the other day here in Orlando, and the poor bastard couldn't get that shit off his shit.  I thought, "You could fucking make a pancake with that shit; it was so HUGE".  I found his performance this year was not anywhere near as good as last year, BUT, the loogie took the night and made it all worth it.  I still laugh about it when I think about it.  thanks Oli!

I just saw one, and it made me think of the bert's bots or whatever they are jelly bellies.   My sister and I put them in a bowl and left them on the living room coffee table.  For a couple of days my Grandma went in and took handfulls of them and chompped them down.  I think it was on the third day that she mentioned that the jelly bellies didn't taste right...that something might be wrong with them.  Koti and I busted out laughing so hard.  She randomly ate handfuls of them and finally figured out that they were really gross!  Have you ever tried them with your friends?  When they first came out and people didn't know about it, it was so funny to watch them eat 'em. 

Oh what is your favorite jelly belly?  I'd use that little chart and mix them up.  I hate buttered popcorn, but some people really like that shit.

Yeah,

I still call her, "Momma" , and yeah she did piss me off the other day really bad.  I wasn't feeling well anyway, full moon plus moses,  you get the picture.  I  really like my boyfriend, and yeah, he's older, but I realized she was right about some stuff.  At the time, things were too heated, and I was blind in love like an 80 year old blind man.  I'm that blind when it comes to love.
So, anyway, I said some things that weren't true out of anger towards her, and I wanted you guys to know that she was right, and I was wrong. 

She doesn't live through me either.  She just wants to keep me safe, and she supports my dreams whatever they are.  She actually hates, I mean really hates all this internet stuff.  She lets me stay on mainly because we both agree that bullies aren't going to determine my internet use.  It's a justice thing more than anything.  In fact my mom wants nothing to do with fame otherwise you would be seeing her face, etc.  Her whole thing is trying to keep me straight so I can reach my goals and make my dreams come true.  If I wanted to be a zoologist or dentist, she would support me there too.  The thing with being "live" and having her speak is that we live together in the same house. I am still young, and my mom and I talk about a lot of stuff.  You are going to hear my family talk from time to time.

So, I had a blow-up over her trying to protect me.  She only got involved in certain situations because of what happened in the past and how traumatic it was for my entire family.  I didn't  mention that though because not only did she piss me off, there were some other factors at play, and they all came down crashing at once. I have met one serious nut case and a couple of really cruel guys so my "momma" is more of a "momma bear" now. 

 I love my "Momma", and I told her I was sorry and she told me she was sorry, and it's all good!

So, you see me hanging out there with all my shit flying in the wind.  What about you guys?  What goes on behind closed doors at your house?  hahaha.  Do your parents piss you off too sometimes?  Do they care who you date? 

I am international!  hahahah
I am:

German, Polish, Dutch, English, Irish, Scottish, Welsh, and French.  My family kept a pretty damn good family tree so I know where my ancestors came from.

I have sold my jewelry to:

Pretty much all of Usa
Canada
Poland
Germany
Austria
Switzerland
Scotland
Ireland
France
Malta
Italy
Puerto Rico
Mexico
Argentina
Brazil
Australia
China
England
Wales
Netherlands-Holland and Denmark
Norway
and there some others I can't remember.  I'll update after I go back and check! ;]
- I love you all for ordering and wearing my stuff proudly!!!

My main focus lately has been school, school and more school.  I have been getting 90's on all of my papers and exams so I am doing really well this semester.  It takes a lot of time though, and I would love to be working on my music, but I just haven't had the time.  In the future....in the future....

I was just watching this show "How it's made", and I just had to write this.  They were doing a segment on how fur coats are made.  There's a lot that goes into them.  They were showing how they can be dyed and that patterns can be cut into them, and all the stages it goes through, EXCEPT, they didn't show the captive beavers or little foxes or minks in tiny, dirty cages with sometime open gaping wounds.  They didn't show how they are electrocuted or how they are killed. They didn't show any of that.  I remember when I was little we had a fur stuffed animal, and I loved that thing.  IT was a kitty.  I had NO IDEA it was rabbit fur or what went into it.  I really do like the feel of fur.  It's soft and warm, but it belongs on the animal.  Until I found out what happens to the animals and how they live and how they die, I just didn't know fur was so disgusting.  I wonder if the companies put a tag on the coat of the slaughtered animal and a link to a website showing the deaths of the animals if they would sell as much.  After all, I think the animal should get credit for being the raw materials.  I wish more people cared. People can be so blind.

I think the show should have shown the reality of what fur is since it is a "how it's made" show.  I think people are mislead by how a fur coat feels and what it looks like.  I think if people really knew, I mean really knew, I don't think most people would even consider wearing fur.  I will admit that some of the styles look really cool, but in reality they are just capes of dead, suffering animals.  gross.

oh the highlight of my night ...a few days ago, koti cut a pumpkin up really creatively for halloween.  Tonight I went to pick it up, and it was mush and the bottom fell out all over me.  That thing rotted FAST, but then again, everything in Florida does,   It stunk too, but it was so cool. ;p 

Hiya,

I gets lots of compliments on my eyes and so does Koti.  What people think is lots of make-up making them pretty isn't really the entire truth.  I think what makes my eyes pretty is the fact that I am a vegetarian.  I think more light shines through them and they are clearer than a lot of hard core meat eaters.  I am not bashing you for eating meat.  I'm just saying that if you won't consider being one for the animals which is the ONLY reason I became one, then become one because it will make your eyes shine.  I am going to eventually go vegan like koti.  I like my cheese, hahaha, but i try to get it from sources I KNOW are nice to their animals..

 Someone told me in my live the other day that the people that kill themselves over it would have done it anyway.  I told them that I didn't agree with it because many of these people are kids and not fully developed.  Maybe they have a shitty home life, are getting bullied at school too, and the bullies follow them to the mall and harass them all over the place.  In a moment of extreme pain, they off themselves.  If they weren't pushed to the wall, they could probably survive one or two really bad things in their lives, but when the bullies put in the final nail, it's just too much.  People can bully another human to death.  It's already happened, and it's sick.  

http://www.buzznet.com/groups/polaroidhalloweencontest/photos/?id=60762841

You can only submit one so I sent Koti's in since she forgot her junk.  Give her some love!  hahaha, yeah, and put up your old halloween pics too.

What are you going to be for halloween this year?  I'm going to be a zombie nurse or somthing like that only because I have stuff that works for it from the rave days pssshhhh.....I'm wondering if I am getting too old for this shit.  Which leads me to ask how old is too old to dress up for halloween and how old is too old to go trick or treating?