Kiki Kannibal

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Ask me anything.  I may or may not answer. ;]

Even though I'm known on the internet, I really am a very private person.  I don't  give people easy access into my world.  I have done question/answer sessions before, but never on Buzznet.   

I am constantly confronted with people on the internet who are all nicey nicey to me on my page and then they go and post on hate journals or even make their own.  I much rather deal with people I know don't like me than someone who is two-faced.  In spite of what you all may think of me, one thing I am is straight in terms of how I interact with people.  If I don't like you, I won't make any effort to be nice to you. 

In college I don't experience a lot of two-faced people.  I experienced that shit in middle school. I wonder is it still bad in high school?  The most two-faced people I have experienced have been on the internet.  In real life whenever I experienced a tw0-faced person, I cut them out of my life really quickly. I usually don't look back or go back. SO, what are your experiences with two-faced people?  Did you keep tolerating it to maintain the "friendship"?  Would you prefer someone to be brutally honest with you or nice to you to your face and then talk about that "brutally honest" thing behind your back..you know, the "what you don't know won't hurt you" philosophy....Both kind of suck, but which would you prefer?

hey guys...

I am not doing anything super fantasy like this weekend..no jet setting to LA or NY... I find that when you get bored, you might want to try having a purpose.  So on that note...I decided that some of my purposes on this planet were to help the planet and of course the animals that live on it whether humans or not.

I am working on creating a 30 sec video as mentioned in the video that Jared Leto posted recently on Buzznet.  He mentions sending in a video on your ways of helping the environment.  Please don't think of this like some stupid school project, but think of it from your heart...really try to feel what our planet is going through.  Big businesses polute the planet from China to the US.  It doesn't matter where you are.  The wind will carry the toxins, and we all are affected.  Things like depression, anger, and even boredom can be produced from being in a toxic environment.  How do we get in a toxic environment?  Well, with mass production of products comes mass production of toxins, and toxins can make you feel like shit.  Toxins kill the environment.  One of the reasons people are like "turn off the lights" well, power plants produce a lot of mecury..   Mercury is a metal that messes with your mind.  IT will make you feel like shit.  You might think it's your boyfriend or girlfriend, but it is really because you live and breath in a toxic enviroment....

So what the hell can we do?  The big, old white man with his billions doesn't give a fuck about us.  So he will die with a shit load of karma, and we can go on doing things like planting beautiful plants, buying cool, environmentally friendly cars, and as stupid as it sounds, turn of the fucking computer and lights when not in use.   Seriously, every little bit helps.  Oh yeah, Google or Dogpile "ways to help the environment" and "products that don't test on animals".  How are these related?  Well, most of the companies that don't give a shit about our most helpless inhabitants, animals, are usually the biggest at polluting our enviroment...dow chemical,. proctor and gamble, lever brothers.....oh yeah, don't buy loreal or lancome.  They test on animals.  What's the point?  would you like your eyes burned out or skin chemically burned or would you like to drink 50 times the amount of toxins in a product only to be documented how long it takes to kill you....?  No!

So, guys if you aren't helping your girlfriends dig holes for plants this spring, then at least when you buy a car, make it environmentally friendly.  Guys who care are sexy.  We ALL can make a difference, and look, if you are miserable in your life, decide to have a purpose...Stand tall and be the creator of your life.  Create beautiful things and care.  Caring comes from your heart..Yeah, it sucks and is unfair if your life is hard and your parents and teachers are shitheads.  You can be different than them and make your life the way you think.  Seriously, no one really likes to suffer and if we change the way we think about ourselves, we can change our planet. When I hurt, I can't even think to help the planet....so if I help myself then I am automatically helping the planet.  Does that make any sense?