Kiki Kannibal

People have asked us if we were Russian more than a few times.  On Friday we were at Bebe, and the girl working there asked us if we were Russian.  Noo, wait, she insisted that we were.  She said we were too pretty and walked through the store so calmly and with thought that she had to say we were Russian.

She was Spanish and she was pretty too so we all had a little chat-a-r00nie at the counter.  it's pretty cool when pretty girls can get together and admire each other without getting catty,  mhmmm!

Lately, idk what it is but people have been walking, no wait, trotting quickly, up to my sister and me wanting to talk to us especially older ladies.  They think we are some kind of models and ask us if we know this agency or that one.  Dayum, i need to be lookin' into some things i haven't really considered.  It feels rather good I must admit. ;]

My pom was bitten last week by our neighbors loose dog.  His bite mark looks even worse now, and he has a bruise around the puncture wound.  The vet gave him pain pills and antibiotics, but his wound is oozing and it's not supposed to get covered. I've been feeling rage towards these neighbors now because not only do they not take care of their dog, but it bit my dog.  The animal control didn't take it away because it didn't bite a person, but they did get a ticket.  I did a little research and found that dog bites are really common.  My dog is going to take awhile to heal while their dog is still out in its backyard barking.  Not fair

Grrrr, i can't sleep right now because i can hear my dad snoring in his bedroom.  it's that loud!  it sounds like he is farting out of his face!  i hope i never snore or have to sleep next to someone that sounds like that,  jeeezz i can't believe he's not waking himself up with that.

yesterday was sort of weird in terms of me hearing about/seeing twisted behavior.  For exampullllll:

I hear on the news that a pastor knowingly had aids and raped a 12 year old boy that he was mentoring.  Now the boy has to go through a year of tests and is probably scarred for life or at least is going to need some major help with this.  I was trying to actually figure out why this happens.  Why do some of these priests or pastors have such a NEED to do this?  I wondered if they were molested as younger kids and then turned to religion when older.  I really don't understand, but i was trying yesterday to find some sort of answer to WHY??????

Next, my mom picks me up from school, and when we get home, she says, "Hey, you wanna watch Ted Bundy with me?".  I didn't know who that was so I laid down and watched a movie about this guy.  Afterwards my mom googled his image and she's like if you ever see any guy with eyes like that then RUN.  I wondered if there really was some way to tell if someone was really OFF!  I think the eyes do show something.  (I've been told i have kind eyes so i guess i don't fit the serial, psycho bill).  So after watching this guy smash in some girls heads, I was wondering again WHY!!?????  The movie inferred that Ted was an incest kid from his dad having sex with his sister. I actually met someone that same senario happened to in So. Fla.  I was so shocked when i found out.  I didn't know people did stuff like that.  I really didn't have a clue.  It was also weird to me that the movie portrayed Ted as crying when he was getting put to death.  He had pity for himself but none for his victims???

So I did a little quick research, and I found an article that mentioned something called "Birth Trauma" and it mentioned how the feelings of the mom even at conception can make an imprint on the baby that can have a life long effect.  DAYUUUUMMM!!  So, if Ted's sister was feeling anger and fear when her daddy raped her then that would imprint on the kid.  It said that the kid would be raised in normal social everyday life, but that it would struggle with some kind of elusive anger and rage that in unexplainable.  Hence, Teddy's extreme rage and need to express on women???

Last night I turn on the TV and Dateline is on talking about the disapperance of this Alissa girl and how her dad MIKE TURNEY could be involved.  He had hidden cameras in his living room, and he watched his step daughter making out with her boyfriend.  he had hundreds of tapes.  He kept saying the police weren't doing enough to find her.  It turns out there was so much circumstantial evidence against HIM.  He ended up looking like a nutter.  Again, I thought WTF  WHY.  How can people get so twisted???  I realized i actually had a real interest in figuring this out.  hmmm. 

http://www.blogtv.com/people/kikikannibal

I am still figuring all the bells and whistles out, but the co-host feature seems pretty cool. We  can talk about subjects from toe jam to creepy boys who watch porn because they say they have ugly girlfriends to more serious issues like break ups, esteem issues, life issues, etc. I want it to be fun, but i want to get to know you guys more too.  Maybe you can be a co-host and help others with issues you have.  I'm not saying I'm going to have the answers, but sometimes just venting without having to go to Maury is eh okayyyyah! ;D

I'm trying to do Tuesday and Thursday night regular get togethers.  If you're feelin' kind of isolated, stuck, burnt out from school (well in the next few months for most) or work and don't have the energy to get out and socialize, come see me.  Social without all the hassle on blogtv.  Check out my twitter too because i will be giving you actual updates on the new stuff i have been trying in my life like belly dancing.  I tried to say I suck at this, but my instructor snapped, "Say I can and I will!!!!"  She makes it look so easy. I started shaking in class because i was using muscles i didn't know i had.  Mirrors everywhere aren't always a good thing either.  lol

It's time for a nap now.  i am not a nap type of person, but lately three hours of sleep every night have been catching up to me..  night, night zzzzzz